Tuesday, October 23, 2012

week 3, as told by Olivia

Week 3: even harder, longer, and sweeter than week two. Serious.

Olivia tells all in this letter she wrote to her Uncle Nick on Sunday, October 14 - he is a missionary in Germany. Her mother swears that she had nothing to do with this. 
Hello Uncle Nick!

This is Olivia. I'm sending you this message from the hospital, because I've had to stay here for a couple of days. It's been a party, let me tell you! 

We came because my stomach has felt terrible, and my whole body has been hurting. The doctors say I've had a virus. Having a virus made me weak and tired, so I didn't like eating for a few days. Also, for two weeks, hot, burning acid has come up my throat when I eat and I hate it. I hate it so much that I scream and cry about it. A lot. That means that my mom and dad hate the hot, burning acid problem, too, especially since I don't eat very much because of it. We've all just been feeling kind of sick about my sadness. My mom actually has cried about it more than I have.

On Saturday morning, mom and dad first took me to see the doctor, and he told us to go to the hospital so that I could have an IV (I was soo hungry and thirsty!), and the nurses needed to take some tests done on my blood, just in case I had a real big problem. After the nurses poked me a lot in my arm, my hand, and even my foot to give me an IV, I became very, very weak. My olive skin turned almost white, and I wouldn't even move a muscle (mother was terrified), so Dad and Uncle Adam gave me a priesthood blessing and that really helped me - I started to eat again! Also, everybody in the whole world was praying for me, so that's probably why I started to get better, too. And my mom - she even had a blessing. She was fatigued because I wasn't eating and sleeping well, and she cried so much when I slowly stopped moving that she felt sick, too. But now she has more energy to take care of me, and she is so happy again! Mom and me - we're big fans of the priesthood. I'm sure you're blessing the Germans with it, too. Thanks for honoring your gift. You rock. 
So after I took all the tests (tests are hard!), all the doctors said that there isn't anything nasty growing inside of me, but they gave me some medicine to kill any germs, and I started to eat better. Then I started to eat even better because mom started to feed me better! This really amazing nurse taught my mom some tricks about feeding a baby like me - one that has to deal with the hot, burning acid in their throat. Mom cried like, tons of tears of joy because she fed me in 20 minutes and I didn't even cry or spit up. Not once. Hallelujah.  
So, that's all. Tomorrow we're going back to our house. We're really grateful for the help we had here. My dad and mom are especially thankful to my aunts and uncles that came to take care of us - they were really, really nice to us. 

Can't wait to sleep in my own bed and to look around at my own home with my big, blue eyes! And now that I feel better, I'm going to eat wayy more. Yep, Mom and I are going to really have a good time together now. 

Sie sind ein guter Onkel. Why are you surprised that I know German? I'm an angel - I have the gift of tongues.

You're a great uncle and I love you. See you in about a year. Don't worry, I'll still be just as darling when we meet face-to-face. 

xoxo

Olivia

P.S. This is dad and me the night we got home. Of course dad just wanted to snuggle with me without any IV and monitor cords attached. He's kind of obsessed with me and I adore him. We're best friends. 

Okay that's all. See ya! Bye!

6 comments:

  1. Poor olivia! And poor mama! Glad she is feeling better!

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  2. Aww, way to make me cry! There is nothing like a mother's love, I never knew I could feel so deeply. I'm sure you're overjoyed to have back a healthy, happy, beautiful baby.

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  3. Yikes. I'm glad she's doing okay and I hope you are doing okay too! What a rough first few weeks! I am really impressed you figured out Olivia had reflux so quickly. You must be really in tune with her needs -- you are already such a good mama to your little one.

    James has reflux too, but it took me almost 3 months to figure it out!! He takes medicine 2 times a day & we mix his formula with a little bit rice cereal (my milk supply totally dipped so he wasn't getting enough to eat for a while either - so we switched over to formula). Both of these things have helped his reflux but the biggest improvement I've seen has been since starting him on "solid" foods this past week. Most pediatricians say you can start solid foods as early as 4 months.

    Good luck! Hang in there! I hope you are getting some rest & some pampering! Be sure to take care of yourself in between taking care of that darling baby girl.

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  4. Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry you guys have had to go through all that, what a rough start! I'm glad things are going better now! p.s. I think Olivia is a genius to be able to write so well at such a young age :)

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  5. Ahh, poor babe! I had no idea you were going through this with her. It's so scary when they are brand new and fragile. It's ok to cry mama too. These first couple of months are a roller coaster of emotions. Hang in there, it gets easier I promise! She looks healthy and beautiful in these pics. She's even smiling in that last one of her and daddy! I am soooo excited to meet her this weekend!!!

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  6. I don't think you know me, but I ran into your blog through (I think) Julie Rasmussen's . . . anyway, I then realized I have a bunch of other half-way connections to you. I am from SG too, went to SCHS, and the Awerkamp's are my inlaw's neighbors . . . wow that just sounds weird. Promise I am not a stalker!

    I just had to comment because you are the sweetest thing ever! I love your honesty and how much I can tell you are loving it despite the challenges. Life is seriously crazy with a newborn!! And so many weird and hard things happen that you never can expect. First time mommy school is HARD! Looks like you are hanging in there, it just gets easier and more fun.

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